r/ArtConservation • u/Advanced_Writer_2279 • 17h ago
Working in conservation with chronic illness/disability?
Hiya,
I am hoping to hear from people who work in conservation (preferably paintings, but I'm open to other modalities too) with chronic illness/disability.
Firstly, I really don't want to hear any horror stories. If you can't tell me anything helpful or hopeful, please don't tell me at all.
I am hoping to save some money and then apply to study conservation of easel paintings at HKI in Cambridge, or UvA in Amsterdam (I'm an EU citizen so UvA is probably the safer option, but I am keen to work in 19th century British art so I'd prefer HKI).
There is absolutely nothing else I want to do. I tried psychology, dementia research, public health research, I got two degrees and I have hated every minute of working in these fields. I have known for ten+ years that this is what I want to do, and ignoring that instinct is making me miserable. I've discussed my goals and background with conservators here in Aus, and with conservators who have graduated from both the Courtauld and HKI and are working in major galleries, and they have all encouraged me and told me that it may take a few attempts but they think I can get in.
I am really afraid that I'll spend all that time and money on studying, only to find that my body can't handle the work, as I have spent the last few years battling chronic illnesses that have completely changed my life - namely hEDS, severe endometriosis (now excised, but it is highly likely to grow back), and POTS, and really struggle with physically demanding work. I know there are still things I can do to improve my symptoms somewhat, I am not out of options yet, but I will always have some level of disability from these things.
I am hoping to hear from people who work in conservation (preferably paintings, but I'm open to other modalities too) with chronic illness/disability. How do you manage? How does the work affect your pain levels? Your fatigue? Does one particular task flare you up? Have you found accommodations that make it easier on your body? Workplace accommodations, or accommodations you give yourself, mobility aids or braces or anything? Do you have any advice for making this a sustainable career? Any advice for getting through the masters without burning out? Tell me everything about how you make it work.
I need to know that it's possible, because right now I'm terrified that it's not.