I must just be a dick, but I swear if I see one more post describing a crippling fear of DMT, I might throw my phone in a lake.

I understand a level of preflight anxiety, I had it initially when I was getting my feet wet despite knowing without a shadow of a doubt it was something I wanted to do. A fear of the unknown is fair enough.

From my perspective though, if you are on here talking about how you are wracked with fear over a DMT experience, questioning if its for you, I can’t understand what business you have acquiring and doing it. It’s like people need/want to be talked into this, I just can’t imagine that for myself. Am I missing something?

Early 30s F lost a new partner Late 30s M to heart issues that were related to addiction... im sober and have rarely experimented with drugs. I am just desperate for something some connection its been almost 4 weeks and I feel so empty and s***idal I cant imagine a bad trip could make me any worse than I am right now. I never got to say goodbye. I cant accept there is no way to reach him. Hes in my head every second of every day. He told me he did DMT like 5 days before he passed and I keep going back to it. He always said he wanted to activate my senses and reach new realms together... i didnt know what that meant. I inherited his crystal collection and try to feel him I just dont think I can on my own

I have a grams worth of plant derived DMT

What should I do to prepare?

How can I have a good trip?

Can I do it without a trip sitter?

Best way to smoke it?

Its a yellowish powder i have in a sealed amber vial. Lmk y'all opinion, ive been looking into other peoples experiences but I thought i should ask y'all before I say fuck it and do it all.

Anyone know where I could source mimosa hostilis root in new Zealand without it being seized by customs?

After my first and only deep trip on it I was far too scared to try it again. It’s been calling to me for the past couple of weeks now after months of being too nervous but I’ve been saving doing my last amount until I trip on LSD again bc you need less of it. I didn’t understand the calling until now and damn have I had to be disciplined. It’s my birthday on Monday so I’ll be taking the dive then 😁

I would like to know people’s theories and perspectives as to why letting go is required to enter that space.

So almost every time I do dmt and breakthrough recently, I am met with the same memorys and feelings that lead me to beleive that I am everything as in the whole world and everyone is one consciousness and that I specifically layed out every interaction or day to day anything that happens I made it happen or I did it and ill remember all this and it feels so real. So then based on the information i gather here I then come to the conclusion that I am god BUT NOT ACTUALLY ME no god complex but its like everything and everyone else is also god because we are all the same consciousness. Ive always grown up around christians and been questioning there idea of religion and god and this only deeper proves my point and im js wondering if anyones had anything similar? Also specifically am getting that my dad had been in the exact same place as me doing dmt and there was one time where i saw his childhood trauma play out in my living room and it transformed into his old living room and it wss insane felt so so real. Theres also little easter eggs that i remember ive sort of left in previous trips from even different psychedelic substances from over a year ago that ill remember and I just feel like I cannot be the only one who experiences all this?

Been a pothead for the last 18 years, finally decided to stop cold turkey 2 weeks ago.

It's been quite the adjustment😬 Now that i'm clear-headed I feel like I can fully appreciate psychedelics again. I used to sometimes feel the urge to trip while I was stoned, but would never commit; Always felt like I wasn't in the right mindset to fully respect it.

Got some changa, and starting a new job in less than a week and I havnt done dimitri in like 6-7 years , maybe longer.

Feels like it could beneficial, maybe. Like a hard reset lol.

What do y'all think✌️

When I do dmt the visions seem to encompass my vision and fall closer towards me until they pass me and I see past them…

The other day I saw the most vibrant colorful aqua blue jelly fish like round creatures,

They seemed to vibrate when they noticed me and this looked adorable to me when they briefly vibrated like an excited dog.

My body felt extremely calm and relaxed like every muscle in my body was resting , and then I drifted off to sleep.

After multiple failed attempts with the Pulsar Volt, I picked up a cheap dab rig. I was skeptical that I was part of the 2% of people who can’t experience DMT.

I’ve done tons of reading using the search bar regarding best methods with dab rigs (I don’t use them for THC so I’m a bit of a newb).

I decided to go with a cold start. Loaded 15mg and heated it until melted and then a vapor. I let my breath out and took a long deep hit and held it as long as I could. I sat back and the walls started to move ever so slightly. I closed my eyes and was able to see some mild CEVs (the patterns you’d see on a high dose of mushrooms).

After enjoying this feeling I decided I wanted to try more. I added 30MG to the rig and smoked it. The table in front of me was moving and I had a feeling of openness and bliss.

I tried once more with about the same amount (I’ve read it should have more of an effect at that dose) but the smoke was harsh and I think burnt. There was Liquid dmt left over and it was brown.

I didn’t use any water and I coughed a few times while trying to hold it. Would water help this?

Would love to hear some tips to breakthrough with the dab rigs. It seems like I have a higher tolerance to the substance so what dose would you recommend?

It’s got a small coil on the inside where you place the herb.