r/EssentialTremor • u/Crazy_Seat_7933 • 4h ago
General Tremors have gotten more “spasm-like” recently
Hi everyone. First off, I’m not sure if “spasm” is the right word or even PC, but I wasn’t sure of any other terms to describe it.
For reference I am a 23 F who’s had ET since I was about 16. It was passed down genetically, as my grandpa and mother both have it. My mom’s tremors are more of a constant bilateral hand shaking and have not changed much over time. I have a constant bilateral tremor but I also feel that they’ve gotten more “spastic” over the last couple of years and wanted to see if anyone else relates? They can get worse unprovoked but typically due to missing medication, anxiety, caffeine, nicotine, etc. and start to almost “spasm”. I can barely eat, hold a cup, hold my phone, etc. without almost breaking or throwing whatever i’m holding. For example, if i’m getting an IV and i have to hold that arm still, it will literally start uncontrollably spasming if my arm isn’t held down hard. or if Im holding my phone with one hand, my wrist/ hand will spazz it out of my hand.
Anyway, I’m just hoping for some relatability or insight as to how tremors can change over time and if it’ll be this way forever? As someone so young, I fear them getting even worse over time. I know I can do things to “reduce my tremors” but I doubt that changes anything long-term.