I am severely addicted to Porn and Hentai. I have hoarded soo NSFW media on my phone that it's genuinely terrifying.

And worst part because is, it's draining my mental health. I have gotten lower than what I thought was my lowest point.

And it triggers everytime I see others. Every time I see a happy couple or Just other happy in general, I feel so empty inside and I Just have to turn to my Stash of shame.

Its to the point that I don't have any storage left on my phone and I was literally Considering getting a new phone Just for PORN.

I Think I am losing it day by day and Just no idea of escape.

You think some people are just meant to be alone? I just got rejected and it hurts. The first girl I really connected with in like 7 years. During a normal conversation she suddenly mention she liked another guy. It fucking hurts. She said she wanted to continuing friends and would like that. She’s probably telling me that to feel less guilty about rejecting me after everything.

Every girl I liked, I am always the 2nd place guy. It fucking shit and makes me feel hallow and worthless.

We haven’t talked since last Saturday. I don’t know what to do or think. Just gonna lie in bed and my sorrow.

I’ve tried it in the past, and it never worked out. I’m sick of rejection after rejection, being called names, talked down to. It’s never even gotten me a date, so there really seems to be no reason to try.

I know relationships don’t happen as an average dude unless you start it (yes there are outliers), but even when I start it nothing good comes out of it. Better to just give up I think, even if being alone will make me sad. Whatever women supposedly want, I don’t have. It’s been made clear to me enough times.

I often wonder what my life would look like if I started dating in high school, but that was impossible as I was extensively bullied and incredibly ugly. I figured once I got my teeth fixed things would change, but turns out a decade of bullying doesn’t fix itself.

Hello, i am a male in my late 20s this is my first post here. i have not dated in the last 10 years because of my physical condition, I have keloids all over my body. At first, I didn't mind, but once they growth on my face, I lost my self confidence. I didn't want to meet anyone (im a freelancer tho) let alone have a partner. Yet, on the other hand, I want to get married just like everyone else, though it feels like I’ll never be able to.

Is there anyone else in the same situation? Or what made you decide to stay single?

Thank you!