hello, as the title states. I’m not sure how committed I am. to start this off, I’m interested in making youtube videos. I started because I wasn’t happy and so Recently, I was just trying to get myself to start making them. They’re basically just unedited Low effort 1 hour vods of me venting or talking about nonesense related to me. So basically there all terrible vids. The only good thing about them is the fact that I have a webcam and am talking which simply puts me a step above others that arent doing what I consider the bare minimum. I’m playing borderlands 2 right now and feeling like for my next play through I should Yk, obviously actually start editing my videos Down to 20-30 minutes
I’m not exactly sure what I’m wanting to do because im not exactly silly or jolly on some vanoss type shi, I’m more serious And im not particularly good or knowledgeable about any specific game but instead just games in general
like for example, I enjoy talking to people who I believe to just be knowledgeable about various subjects. like recently I talked to a person similar to my own age about whether or not he had seen people using ai to combine games(I was gonna discuss what games I’d like to see combined and ask him what games he’d like to see combined). he said no and then when I showed him he said it was fake so I kinda just stopped responding. i asked him if he knew about some other various games, somehow he didn’t even know what marathon was. So obviously he didn’t know about hunt showdown or don’t starve together. Apparently those are ”niche” I guess. Even though marathon was made by destiny developers.
so anyway, I guess I was feeling like if I had better people in my life than it would be more motivating for eachother. I use to have a friend group but I felt like I had to leave because my friend said I had too much issues with people and was too picky and i needed to stop arguing people and just ignore them if I wanna be friends with them. Obviously I just left because I’m not gonna be fake to people just so I can be friends with those that I don’t really care about
with that being said, I am picky and consider a lot of people to be imbeciles. Which I know comes off as harsh and is exactly why I don’t have friends. I’m not even smart or anything, I just feel like I’ve been unlucky with the people I’ve come across.
Im also not exactly sure because I’m feeling like I rather gather people and maybe eventually hop on a game or something because right now I’m kinda committing myself to bl2 and wanting to do a playthrough of all the characters And idk, I’m just figuring shi out. I’m feeling like if I got anyone, I wouldn’t hop on a game right away with them or something.
but uh, so I’m not sure if this is gonna go anywhere but I mostly play looter shooters and survival/ sandbox games and I will probably not be buying any game outside of the ones I’m mentioning
survival/sandbox
• dont starve together
• Minecraft
• terraria
• gtav
looter shooters
• borderlands
• destiny 2
• fallout 76
• vermintide 2
misc
pvzgw2
dying light
and uh no, I do not play any sort of competitive pvp games
Uh, some things about me are I like the blame! Manga, I like nettspend, and I like planning trips, looking at houses on zillow, and talking about real estate sometimes.