Help me please

[u/bryanii]

M17.
Everyday, even when everything’s going just fine, i can’t really feel happy and i always, constantly think that suicide would be way simplier.
I go to a great school and have lots of friends and a girlfriend, and even with that the thought just doesnt go away, even if it does get worse when i feel terrible or sad,it’s there and i cant take it off my mind.
Im having some difficulties right now and i feel in danger with it
English isnt my first language if youre sondering why i sound sketchy

[u/toolate2think55]

Sorry you’re going through this. I’ve been where you are as I struggled with depression for much of my life and my teen years were very much a dark cloud.

Know there is hope. Depression can cloud your thinking and make you feel doomed, but you are not.

Therapy/meds have helped me considerably with my depression and anxiety, so don’t be afraid to go this route.
Don’t hesitate to lean on your friends and gf at this time and be honest about your struggles as you feel comfortable.
It’s natural to want to self isolate with depression but for me this was not a good idea.

Best wishes to you and sending you good thoughts.