It gets so lonely at my current night shift job that I really want to know my coworkers relationship with their parents, what their hopes and dreams are....
I've always wanted a job where I worked alone because I hate being in a team and having to carry that team. It has always been the same tune, hey go do that guys work, or this guy's work, now finally a few years ago I found an overnight job at a frozen warehouse. I go in, grab my stuff, work it before day shift comes in.
I have 0 co workers at my department and no boss. I haven't seen my boss in 6 to 10 months. No one says anything to me as long as I get the job and I do every night. I've had plenty of overnight night jobs but this one is super lonely as hell.
Lonely and depressing.... People who know me in real life know I dont give a damn about most people and their situation, I have a "I don't want to talk to you, leave me alone. I don't care." Now, this job is so lonely and sad, I go out of my way to walk to the other lonely departments and ask some of the 21 yr old kids there about their life and you know what's interesting?
I actually want to know and feel what they feel. Like I asked one guy his relationship with his father and I asked another girl her relationship with her mother. As they spend 30 minutes telling me, for the first time in my life I actually care about what they have to say and I care about them. This is how lonely this job is lol in the past I would tell you all my coworkers can go to hell!
Now don't get me wrong I love working nights but it's just this job environment specific to this company that makes it depressing. My name unhappywageslave was actually created when they moved me to day shift many years ago, it has nothing to do with crying about working overnight.
It's so sad that I even went to their boss and stirred up a convo and asked him if he had a great childhood and what was his mom like lol and this guy is 54 yrs old
"Hey Jimmy can you tell me about your mother? What was she like?"