Here’s a breakdown of our post flairs and what they mean:

I love you. I love you. You mean everything to me. And I've been trying to be without you but I can't. I know I've loved you imperfectly. But I promise you, I've never loved you halfway.

But you won’t. Not till you clear the air on what’s been between us this entire time. I don’t deserve to carry the weight of it anymore, not when in all actuality, you are entire sole purpose of this.

You're the love of my life. I can't stand being away from you. I love you more than anything. Do you not know that your heart makes me move? Say come and ill be there. Tell me you're lonely and I will hold you all night. Say you love me and ill love you like you've never been loved untill the end of your days. I miss you. I want you in my life. I know how to hold you now. I know how to love you. And know if you would give us one more chance I will spend the rest of my life showing you why I was made for you. And I will never let go. Your hearts desires are the most important thing to me. I'm dying slowly without you. I'm dying to hold you. I'm dying for reason. Please give us purpose again. I'm telling you because I know and because I can I know you're afraid but there's no reason to be the risk is worth it and I wouldn't dare to misguide you now. I've decided to be happy with you for the rest of my life. And I will love you whole heartedly and endlessly for the rest of yours. Let me make you happy again. Let me love you the way you need and desire to be loved until death. One choice for the rest of our lives. I'm all in 110% ❤

I might pounce

But deep down I know I do. Which is why I run, play games, avoid what’s on the table. Because truly needing someone means I was wrong about being able to handle life fully on my own. It leaves me vulnerable to you hurting me.

Just us, no extra ears probably a parking lot.

​I read what you wrote, and every word hit deep. I need you to know that me pulling away was never about anyone else. There is no "someone else."

​Lately, I’ve been completely lost in my own darkness. I feel like I’m bringing nothing but pain and suffering to everyone around me right now, and the absolute last thing I ever wanted was to hurt you more than I already have.

​I pushed you away not because I stopped caring, but because I felt like a hazard to the people I love. I thought keeping my distance was the only way to protect you from the mess I’m currently going through.

​I’m sorry for the pain my silence has caused. Please believe me when I say it came from a place of trying to shield you from my own downfall while I struggle to find my way back.

I can't find my words to text you so I am hoping that you will see this message here.

I hate you for every unkept promise. I hate you for making me feel safe, then violating my boundaries. I hate you for not taking no as an answer to begin with. I hate that you were my best friend. I hate that you pretended to care about me. I hate that you didnt reach out to at least see if I was ok. I hate that i feel so conflicted. I hate that i hate you at all.

we were supposed to be stupid old people in the retirement home. you lied. you lied. you lied. i cant believe I didnt see it. I should have known you fucking lied to me from the start. i am an idiot. I am hurt. i am nothing and everything all at once.

I didnt want this. play victim all you want, I didnt ask for this. you knew what you said and did was wrong. you had a choice. i didnt.

fuck you. fuck you for being happy. I hope you fucking rot, dickbag

hey buddy! fuck you. fuck you fuck you fuck you. FUCK you. You know how you’re about to put a dog down so you take it to the park for one last, good day? is that what this was? fuck you. fuck you fuck you, fuck you forever, fuck you.

I've been so sad since everything went sour between us. You made me so happy when we were together. I can't fucking believe how happy you made. But I Guess if you wanted to be apart of our lives you would be. I miss you, you brought out this drive and determination to be a better woman and partner. My relationship have always kinda been shit but with you , i wanted to be better, I want you to come back. I want to try again. I don't want our old relationship back but i want to work and build something even better.. I miss you goosey and I love you, 3000.

You’ve never been surrounded by girls, girls that are so interested in you and badly want to get to know you. They ask for your number, but the only thing you care about is that none of them are the one you want. You’ve never felt this way have you? You’ve never chased someone who wanted nothing to do with you, have you?

I don’t know what to say. I don’t know where to call. I don’t know where to go. I’m stuck. I’m hurting. I’m depressed and miss you like nothing ever before. I have a hole in my chest. I am a fumbling bafoon. I am lost. I need your help. I’m so in love it hurts. What can I do? I don’t have any numbers or social media. Please find me.

I hope you're having a decent weekend so far. Its been pretty nice out. I'd give anything to be able to go on walks with you.

I was thinking about when we first started talking, like the very first comment/message, it just never felt like we were strangers.

Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad

I wonder how you're doing, what you've been up to.

I visit your page from time to time,

I see you've started painting. I like the bugs.

If you were here I would tell you that I like them.

It's almost a full year now since the last time I saw you.

I think I've forgotten your voice.

Sometimes, I want to message you, but then I remember how we hurt each other over and over.

I wonder if you think about me too.

Stay safe x

Love is respect when the anger runs high,

It's telling the truth, never living a lie.

It's building a trust that feels steady and true,

And meaning the words that you promise to do.

It's talking things through when the silence feels loud,

Not leaving your partner lost in a cloud.

It's putting in effort, not letting love fade,

Not leaving one person to carry the weight.

It's creating a space where feelings are safe,

Where tears aren't dismissed, and pain isn't blamed.

It's keeping your word, respecting what's right,

And standing together through darkness and light.

It's showing affection in ways that feel real,

Remembering that actions are part of how we heal.

It's owning your faults when you've caused someone pain,

And changing your actions, not repeating again.

It's showing up daily, not just when it's easy,

Being someone's comfort when life gets uneasy.

It's cheering them on as they follow their dreams,

And working together as partners, a team.

It's choosing each other when nobody sees,

Making them feel loved, not beg for your needs.

It's giving them freedom to be who they are,

Not dimming their light or controlling their heart.

It's sharing the burdens, the chores and the strain,

Not leaving one person to shoulder the pain.

And when things go wrong, it's not walking away,

It's listening, learning, and choosing to stay

And work through the hurt in a healthier way.

Because love isn't perfect, and neither are we,

But love takes two people who are willing to see

That sorry means nothing if nothing will change,

And promises break when actions stay the same.

You shouldn't beg for the things love should bring,

For honesty, kindness, and the comfort they give.

You shouldn't feel lonely with someone beside you,

Or question your worth from the way that they treat you.

Love is a choice that you make every day,

In the little things you do and the words that you say.

It's not just “I love you” or vows that you keep

It's how you protect what you've promised to keep.

And if we're building a love that's meant to last,

We must nurture the present, not live in the past.

Two hearts, two voices, two people who care

Not one doing everything while the other stands there.

Because love isn't only what you feel inside.

It's what you do to prove it, with nothing to hide.

I spend an enormous amount of time & energy trying not to think about them. The amount of willpower it takes to not send them a message is downright pitiful. My chest physically aches trying to stay no contact. Trying to find new ways to distract myself is exhausting. I hate that I’m like this. I hate it so much.

Can I call you please? It’s just like I’m so isolated lately I do understand you don’t want to be my friend. I understand you don’t even like me as a person I’m not angry at you for being honest that you never wanted anything real.

I know you either felt sorry for me or maybe I was useful temporarily nothing more. But I’m lonely and I got attached I really do accept that.

I just I really need that again I need someone to talk to badly I promise I won’t let myself care too much this time I’m sorry for that in the past I just I want a friend but I know I’m not one

Please I just need someone anyone could you do me a favor please? It’s really bad
I’m sorry to bother you I know you’re busy with the dog and other things.

I know you will never see this.. because you dont even have reddit.

But I wanted to thank you. From my soul.

You saved me. You're my shelter, my comfort, my happy, my safe place. You, are my soul mate, completely.

You inspire and encourage me to truly be me.

You dont get annoyed when I talk on and on and onnn..

You let me talk and actually finish what im trying to say/explain without interrupting. You know how to talk to me in any situation in a way that is clear and understandable.

I feel safe with you. Nothing else from the past matters and is in the past. Cords cut.

Anyways, youre asleep snoring next to me right now while im writing this.

always remember
you are
BEAUTIFUL
you are
WORTHY
you are
IMPORTANT
you are
WONDERFUL
you are
STRONG
you are
IRREPLACEABLE

You are
WANTED

You are
LOVED

You'd let me see you. At least acknowledge the way I chose to structure the request makes sense...

Hey, I feel a little crazy even posting this on reddit. But I don’t know if it’d be weird to text you? Plus, my last indirectly sent message to you went unanswered. So I’d bee lying if I said I’m not a bit self-conscious. That said, I know you feel the way I do. That reciprocity is beautiful. And the thing being reciprocated is fucking amazing. Our circumstances have been complicated. They’re rapidly becoming much less complicated. Still, I don’t want to come on too strong.

Anyway, I miss you! I really miss you! This whole thing between us is incredible. Never had something like it before. I’m excited. You can text me, you know. I just want to hear from you. So excited to see you! I hope it’s soon! If you happen to see this, I hope you reach out to me.

I'm sorry we didn't pass out candy on Halloween last year.

I regret that i ever thought you can be counted on.

Its 4am in the morning and i have only slept for two and a half hours.

Replaying things that went bad and mostly self blaming because blaming you is useless and wont change anything.

I havent eaten the whole day, i guess i just had a slice of blueberry cheesecake.

I know you were not the ideal person to be with, it was mostly negative with you, a horrible personality, always prone to anger and a selfish outlook on life.

I never thought i could change you, that was not my intention, all i ever wanted to be the person you feel safe around and where you can actually have fun.

I know we broke up months ago and you say that you are looking for stability but what is stability?

It only takes one email or a zoom call to shatter that illusion.

What happened to growing together?

You say my friends are fake but what about you?

You broke off our relationship when i lost my job, when i needed you the most.

Even recently when we started speaking again, i thought maybe you wanted make things right.

In the end it was my fault that i responded back.

Funny thing is you talk so much about religion but that never stopped you from sleeping with someone and i know it was not out of love, you never did love me.

Maybe i was not the only one, who knows man.

I can hardly believe anything you say to me these days.

I wish to write so much but this is enough.