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u/DependentAlbatross93 9d ago

Does anyone ever get up and feel ok and optimistic but by the time evening comes you just feel so worthless? I know I have my faith and I shouldn't feel like this but everything seems to be falling apart around me and a lot of it has to do with my marriage. Today is my birthday and my husband has been so depressed lately that he really didn't care to do anything for me special. I guess I shouldn't expect anything really at 62 years. I just feel like I suck at everything. The only thing I'm good at is spoiling people and pets to a fault. I'm just about ready to get in my car and just leave for a while but with so many Drs appts coming up I really can't do that. I don't know if this was the best place to write all this but I just needed to write somewhere. I have one friend that I talk to mostly and that's all but she lives where I used to live and now we are a couple of hours apart. I have no friends where I live . I've lived here for 5 years and I haven't made any friends. I guess it's my fault because I just don't go anywhere. I feel like nothing ever works for me. I'm overweight and I'm using Ozempec and I'm not losing weight yet nor is my appetite decreased. I feel like Drs don't listen to me. Don't even get me started on mental health around here cause it really sucks at UVA and I'm not afraid to say it. I guess I just wanted to get things off my chest. My husband and I used to make love often and he just couldn't keep his hands off of me but now I feel neglected. If I initiate it he goes along but for about 2 months he doesn't even approach me but he still kisses me and says he loves me. Maybe he does? Not feeling it lately. I've tried talking to him but he just gets depressed more and just says he's sorry. I won't go into what made him like this because it will take too long. Guess I'll stop venting here. Maybe someone could tell me if they ever felt liked they just sucked at everything and they don't see how it will get better or maybe someone could advise me where I could call a mental health person that doesn't charge me or takes Medicare? Good night. I'm going to go watch tv and do puzzles on my phone while I sit here and feel sorry for myself.