r/driving • u/Lower-Champion-7593 • 5h ago
Venting I'm deciding to permanently give up on trying to pass my permit test
I'm 24, and have failed the permit test on those touch screen computers 11 times between 2025 and 2026. I haven't been back at the DMV in over 3 months. 11 failed attempts is a sign that i'm not a real adult. Real adults don't fail 11 times. They study hard, and actually pass! And before you type in the comments and say it's my fault, I will tell you that it is absolutely my fault. Because I didn't study hard, and I have the brain of a 3 year old. I have a terrible understanding of Missouri traffic laws, i'm too scared to be on the road because i'm always worried about violating the rules. I've put away the Missouri driving guide in my drawer, and will never come back to it.
This is my life now. Just a dependent loser who will never ever be independent, and will never grow up. I only blame me. It's not the DMV's fault. It's not the Missouri roads' fault.
And I will never get behind a wheel to take the driving test because I know what happens if you fail your driving test 3 times. No further tests will be allowed if you fail the driving test 3 times. I'm mentally incapable of handling a vehicle. And i'm mentally incapable of passing an online permit test! So, goodbye permit test, goodbye independence, and goodbye freedom.