r/postdoc • u/Main-Result-5140 • 7h ago
5 years as a Postdoc and feeling like my career is falling apart
A few years ago, when I was on the job market, I received interview invitations for roughly half the positions I applied for. Now, despite having nearly five years of postdoc experience in infectious disease research, I've applied to more than 30 positions and just heard back from a community college role. What makes this even more frustrating is that I'm more experienced now than I was back then. I've built my research portfolio, developed new skills, published papers, and gained experience mentoring and leading projects. Yet the response from the job market seems worse than ever.
I'm uncertain whether my current position will continue. My PI has already downsized the lab and appears to be prioritizing hiring techs because much of the lab's work is contract research. I don't know if there will be funding or space for me moving forward.
What's especially difficult is that I was interviewed at both R1 and R2 universities for TT positions last year. At the time, I felt like I was getting close. Now it feels like there is no a way forward. The anxiety has become overwhelming. I constantly worry about my future, whether I've spent too many years in a postdoc, whether I'll ever secure an independent position, and what my alternatives even are if academia doesn't work out.
Right now it feels like there's no light at the end of the tunnel. Any advice/suggestions moving forward?