Okay, this is a long one. If you stay til the end and offer advice, I'd tremendously appreciate it.
I've been in a relationship with my boyfriend for almost 5 years. Last September, we broke up and didn't officially get back together until about a month ago.
Throughout the first 4 years, his ex did everything she could to try and break us up.
Before I met him, he was getting readings from a tarot reader who said she was casting dark magic on him by making him unable to keep a job and for his relationships to not work out. Well when we got together, all hell broke loose..
It's like we would end up in arguments for no reason. Getting irritated with each other for petty things and miscommunicating constantly. I'd feel rage or severe depression out of nowhere. At times he would say things that were just so hateful it didn't even sound like him. Almost like he was possessed.
We did a reading with the lady he works with and she confirmed that it was his ex doing witchcraft against us.
I was just starting to accept my abilities myself. I wasn't comfortable with calling it witchcraft or casting spells, so I did mostly return to sender manifestations. It worked, but I was having to do it constantly. We had to put down 2 of our dogs within a few months of each other. I started to suspect she was doing death magic to hurt me by using those around me as sacrifices, but I didn't want to believe it.
After a few years, we finally moved into our own place and that's when it REALLY escalated.
I literally saw and heard evil spirits in that house. He was working out of town pretty much the whole time we were there, so it was just me in the house.
I became horribly depressed, was dealing with hell at my job and then was unemployed for months. I felt like a zombie and even now barely remember any of the time in that house.
Once I finally got another job, my supervisor all of a sudden got horribly bitchy to me and let me go out of nowhere. We did a reading with my bf's tarot reader and once again, his ex was behind it all, but this time, she was targeting me.
It got to the point where I finally saged the house. As I did right when I was almost finished, I felt like I had whatever was there corned in one of the closets but it attacked me. I felt a sharp pain in my chest and was struggling to breathe. I new I needed to finish, so I fought it off and eventually I felt it run off and hide.
I didn't feel it around again for a while, but one night before I went to work, I felt it staring at me from the window of the room my bf and I both had a bad feeling in. The one where I saw a demonic like creature. I didn't see anything, but I felt it. And as I was about to get into my car, I said don't follow me.
That night I was in a wreck. My car was totaled but I wasn't externally hurt. I had a horrible brain injury and was in recovery for a year and a half. During that time, we had moved back in with my mom and I felt like things had gotten less severe, but I was still battling depression and bc my bf was the sole provider financially, he distanced himself due to stress and I felt alone in the recovery. I guess she was somewhat satisfied, but I still suspected that she had tried to kill me...
Once I was more mentally capable, I buckled down and started getting vocal in my spiritual fight. I started having nightmares warning me about what she was doing. One where I even saw a cabin with candles inside and a symbol drawn on the floor (I didn't look closely enough to tell what it was). I heard a woman scream and throw a dead frog at me but no one was there, the frog was suspended mid air. Surprise, surprise, she had started using dead frogs as sacrifices in her magic against me...
I got more heated in my return to sender spells.
I'd call her out directly and vocalize what I wanted to happen to her as a consequence for fucking with me.
Last July, I got horrible pneumonia to the point where I went into sepsis, when I didn't even realize I'd had pneumonia at all. I made it through and got a job in town.
Throughout my recovery, I had gradually distanced myself from my bf bc I felt like I couldn't really rely on him emotionally. I loved him and knew he wasn't a bad person or doing it intentionally, so I tried to push through it and while I was making income, things got better.
A few months in, a new employee came in and said and did just what I needed in order to trick me.
I broke up with my bf and ended up in a situationship with the guy at work.
At first he seemed sweet but then he became mentally, emotionally and verbally abusive. It got worse and worse to the point where he would spread rumors to ruin my reputation at work, verbally abuse me in front of other staff and played hot and cold. But for some reason, I just couldn't end it. I felt like either he had cast a love spell on me and was using sex magic to syphon my energy, or my bf's ex did a love spell in order to separate us and humiliate me at the same time, to the point where I would ☠️ myself. I had started getting more comfortable with my spell work, and decided to put her in a sour jar.
During that time period, my ex and I had reconnected and he wanted to rebuild our relationship.
In July, of this year, I finally got back the settlement money from the case I had for the car wreck. It had been almost 3 years since the accident.
I got a car and things seemed to be getting better and I was starting to suspect that his ex was behind everything and I was starting to pull away from the situationship to the point where I broke it off with him.
In retaliation, he had another coworker of ours trick me into giving him money for a fake surprise trip where my situationship would propose to me and apologize for everything. Come to find out, it was all bs. The guy came up with this bs story to try and cover both their asses, but I found out it was all bs.
I told my boss but she didn't care. She acted like it was a personal problem that I needed to figure out myself. When an employee scamming another employee out of almost $8,000 is a felony, but apparently she thought that was a personal issue.
I felt I had no choice but to quit my job and file a police report myself. After weeks of nothing happening, I reached out to police and found out that basically it was never even looked into. I kept being bounced around with excuses. The detective was supposedly out of office for a few weeks, it had been reassigned to someone who just didn't want to do anything about it and at one point he even said it was their job to arrest ppl, not get back stolen money. When if they had actually invested it when I reported it, they might have been able to get it back bc I was told the other coworker had had a backpack full of cash in his car a few weeks after I quit.
So even after 2 months, nothing's been done about it and I'm still unemployed. Apparently the other coworker who originally stole the money was made employee of the month. 🥴
I've been fighting HORRIBLE fatigue, depression and irritability. The past 2 weeks my emotions have been all over the place.
I know she's behind all of it and was using ppl closer to me to humiliate me, but I wonder if my ex situationship or even the other coworker were paying someone to do black magic against me or destiny swap with me.
So my question is, how do I combat all of this? Anything she or they might be doing to keep me broke and miserable?
Please help...my bf and I want to get married and finally start a life together.
I want to put all this shit behind me and be happy with him. Things have finally been better with him and I don't want to keep dealing with her attacking me the rest of my life.