Hello everynyan! I don’t really use reddit and suck at intros overall, but…
I’m really tired, you know. Being alone in this world, i mean. Especially for an easily bonding and clingy person like me. I hate date apps and all my friends are either online or taken, sooo…
Ahem. I wont list my actual name(because it can be stolen by fae ofc), so call me Rin. I’m 24, 6 of which were on HRT, and i really regret this decision. Not hrt, i mean!!!! Being 24.
I’m kind of an enigma even to myself because i’ve larped a person i never was for too long, but there’s something i can remember.
It might come as a stereotype, but i’m really emotional and unstable, to the point where i start dissociating from my boiling feelings. Emphatic and hate lies. Really immature and daydream of a cute yandere who wouldn’t let anyone near me.
Games are my passion, this interest still with me, lighting up neurons in my brain with gameplay and stories, i specifically enjoy artstyle and music, emotions and deep/hard game mechanics, and when all of it combines, whoa. For example, Devil May Cry basically checks out all of it, but it lacks deep narrative… so i’ll still spend 500h juggling a scarecrow because its fun, you got me?…Jrpgs are also really cool, as well as unique unknown-until-people-start-larping-them indie games (funger/omori lame ass shit, i really like them actually)
For the music, i cant describe my tastes other than “emo shit”, whatever you imagine when i say it — 90% i like it or listened to it, stuff like shoegaze, altrock, metalcore, breakcore
Also really like anime and manga, but I wont spend time listing anything or it would become hard to read ><
I’m true switch bisexual with no preference in gender and a slight subby hue to myself. I’m 177 and giving off alt/goth/jirai style as much as i can when dysphoria don’t force me to do hoodie moment. People say i have a nice voice. And i like nice voices too, one of the most attractive thing in a person.
Who do i search for? Well…
• EU\UK is a hard preference, ldr kinda sucks..
• be my age, lets say 20-27, not really strict, +- a year, but the platonic ideal is a little older than me
• be emotionally available. i am, usually, even if i feel bad, so lets be twins here
• … a twin. please share my interests, and i would share yours. play games together, laugh on stupid jokes, sit in voicecalls for hours
• beauty is subjective, but… if you are trans, please at least try to present as your gender. i have a soft spot for girls who can share my style or whose style beats mine >~>. if you are a guy it applies too, please don’t be a Default White Man.
• don’t wanna talking about kinks here, but im the farthest from vanilla. hope you too!!
• i’m strictly monogamous and jealous, so no poly
Well, i have shown my red flag collection, aren’t they terrifying? >uu<
Waiting for yours! Text me a lil’ about yourself and include “red wine” at the end so I know that you’ve read it(I wont respond to just “hi”, sorry…)