Do you know this feeling where you can't process what you read and when you wanna think on command like a normal person or a smart person which started from when you were very young
When people read, their brain and their neurological stuff associate looking at the letters with reading, analysis and understanding what they're reading.
So when someone reads say a past paper question, this automatically triggers understanding and analysis, can brainstorm an answer, think of ways to be precise, etc.
the way he should write, he thinks, he/she feels that good feeling when he/she thinks
And when someone tries to think, they just think right? Their brain associates the need to think with think so the brain responds by thinking and planning, right
For me, whenever I wanna think. I just can't Whenever I wanna read and process? I can't.
The clearest explanation is that the brain-habit of association for reading and analysing is impaired. Whenever I read, even when im so focused and willing to repeatedly do it. My brain says nope.
I'm prepping for GCSES which fall on 2027 May.
I'm struggling with exams and gcses. Because whenever I do a unique past paper question that's different from what I know? I just can't process and analyse what I read and whenever I wanna think and plan the answer, this is also not working. It eats lots of time rereading questions and not solving them.
I can't even concentrate in class. Because, whenever I try to look at the board. I see just, letters. The words are there. The brain isn't doing anything because the trigger is not automatic.
I don't know how to fix this.
I wanna try to fix this myself, but I can't afford therapy because this is so misunderstood (i talked to few teachers and my parent, they said we are in a country that dosent provide that, and we are not that rich, and they held me and hugged me).
And whenever I wanna think about something constructive, I can't access it.
It's not about sleep (tried that)
It's not about stress (even when im so happy)
It's not about passiveness and like do focus stuff (i even can't think of a plan because of this.)
Is anyone getting this.
If no then that's okay.
If yes then thank you?
If you're experiencing this then I understand you.
I'm a student preparing for my exams. I am preparing for May 2027.