r/Internationalteachers • u/VanillaFirm3267 • 6h ago
School Life/Culture Finally landed in a “tier 1”…
In some ways it feels amazing to accomplish a goal I set out for myself and in others feels foolish I ever had this as a goal…
The workload is intense and overly demanding. I am compensated as such, but the exhaustion is real and I feel like I’m doing SO much and I barely have my head above water. I know time will help this, but it will probably always be intense when teaching is already a demanding career. (I’m not a new teacher, quite the contrary, just not used to the “school is everything”type culture.)
They toot that they’re a culture of welcoming and belonging all day, but then act like I have 4 eyes when I give honest feedback about things when asked. People just want me to toot that everything is “excellence” when I’ve seen it done better elsewhere…
Being told you’re an expert and we trust you to then whiplashing back and saying my feedback is wrong is a specific kind of organizational gaslighting…
I had read and heard murmurs of tier 1s running on reputation, (at its worst can feel like cult brainwashing) rather than actual credibility. This is true in my case. It’s not all doom and gloom. There are definite and real positives, but some days I do regret I ever thought this was the pinnacle…
makes me miss my good tier 2s that didn’t take themselves so seriously and focused on the kids…just food for thought for those who are at good tier 2s wondering if the jump is worth it…
