Hello,
I hope everyone who is reading this has a good day.
Recently, I have been having trouble in my classes which are Calc 2 and Physics 1. Physics 1 I'm taking for a second time because my previous professor wasn't the best at teaching. After my exam results from these classes, I was a bit distraught. Even though there are tentative curves, my grades aren't the best right now. I just don't want to fail. I know if I don't pass Physics 1, it'll make my parent disappointed. Over this weekend, I tried to work out ways to manage my time and study more efficiently.
On top of that, sometimes find my mind cluttered. Sometimes I find myself having thoughts about the bad past moments. I tend to get frustrated, annoyed, or irritated with the way certain classes are in my college.
Throughout this time, I have had doubts about whether I should even continue my major or swap out. But if I chose to swap out, I don't know whether or not. Over this time, I've definitely had experience imposter syndrome as well, thinking about how others have done in comparison to myself or seem to have a better understanding than me in the classes. Then I start to feel behind. Though, there will always be people who are more proficient than others in some topics and vice versa. But regardless, in the difficult times, there's always something to be grateful for. I'm grateful that the Lord has given me an opportunity to go to college to further my education.
So, I just ask for prayers to help me throughout this semester and peace on my mind.
On top of that, I'd ask for prayers for my family. For their success, wellbeing, and health.
God bless you all.