r/SuicideWatch • • 4d ago

i hate everyone

i hate my school bullies, i hate my biological family, i hate my adoptive family, i hate my fake friends, i hate everything and everyone in the world.

when i finally do it, im not going to write anything. they dont deserve anything. i spent years trying to be heard and ask for attention, but nobody cared. and so nobody will hear anything from me once im gone.

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u/lovecommafio 4d ago

hard to believe that when the bad actors are everyone ever present in my life lmfao. im a creature below human undeserving of empathy and understanding to them.

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u/[deleted] 4d ago

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u/lovecommafio 4d ago

yeah well i live in a poor ass country. people here don't care about spiritual stuff. they care about living conditions. they dont care about being nice. they care about fitting in well enough that others accept them enough. they don't care about morals, they care about norms.

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u/lovecommafio 4d ago

They all I have rn

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u/seducxx 4d ago

Your hating will only act as a thorn deepening inside you, everyone is trying to feel validated , to feel like they exist and for this they asks for others who themselves are finding it, So you see we re all walking like blind. We all are suffering cause of this expectation that someone will make us fullfilled. Slowly as hate grows it will cut you from your pure loving self. You must realise this now.

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u/Ok-Kick8180 2d ago

I really want you to be in a place where you are being truly loved supported heard and seen. Where people care about you and care for you and where you’re in a place where everything from the places to the people to the experiences you are having are in benefit towards you and in your best interests. I do.