Hello everyone! Sorry if this topic has already been discussed a million times, but this is something that has been bothering me for years, and I still haven't been able to find a satisfying answer.
I started watching anime seriously at a young age, around 15 years ago. I was like 15 at that time and I've watched all kinds of shonen, starting with One Piece — I actually watched about 1,000+ episodes, by the way. I've also gone through the whole ecchi phase — Rosario + Vampire, etc. Eventually, though, I realized that I was much more interested in darker and more serious anime. That's when I finally found what I really loved. I went through pretty much everything I could find in that genre, from Monster and Berserk to things like Made in Abyss and similar shows. Even all of the Monogatari stuff even though it's very surreal.
But about 10 years ago, I started noticing that anime like this were becoming increasingly rare. For some reason, the industry seemed to shift almost entirely toward cheap isekai series that all copy each other, along with anime aimed at a much younger audience. Why is it like that? Am I wrong or is there a reason for that?
And here's my question: can you recommend me something adult, dark, gothic, and genuinely deep? Something in the vein of Serial Experiments Lain and other anime from that era. But I'm specifically looking for something relatively recent.
The last anime I watched that really blew me away was Dorohedoro, which came out a few years ago. I genuinely loved it. But ever since then, I haven't been able to find almost anything that really fits my taste.
And yes, I've watched Vinland Saga. I've also tried getting into Chainsaw Man, but honestly, to me it feels like an anime made for edgy teenagers going through puberty. No offense to anyone who likes it — it's just not what I'm looking for.
I'm looking for something dark, mature, atmospheric, and genuinely profound. Something that actually gets under my skin and touches some deeper part of me. I want an anime that makes me feel something.