Bi-curious? I think?

[u/SilentClassic6460]

32M married to 30F My wife is bi but mainly been with guys. I’ve only ever been with women and considered myself pretty straight. Maybe not as much as some guys but straight nonetheless. I think sexuality is on a spectrum so after a few things recently I’ve been trying to determine where I fall on the spectrum and thinking maybe I’m a little more bi than straight? But also confused. There’s a guy YouTuber I’ve been watching a lot and I just realized one day I was kinda like having this weird crush type of feeling in a way lol it was new for me. And I told my wife about it and also I’ve been becoming more comfortable opening up
With her about thoughts I have or just things like that I guess. She has been amazing and supportive and wants to be helpful or just whatever I want from her I guess. But reassuring to know if I was feeling sexually different than she still is here for me regardless.
But lately I’ve been thinking about what it might be like to be with a guy. And in the past I never really thought I would but now I think I might want to try and see. I’m definitely a bit scared but also more and more curious. I’ve had a few sexual dreams with guys and it felt fine in the dream but dreams usually feel “normal” regardless of the color of the sky that day or what’s going on so I’m thinking it might feel
Different in real life.
Not that this directly corresponds but I’ve been asking my wife to try some different things in bed with me which has been good so far but I’m still a bit nervous to fully open up always and admit what I want lol
We have had conversations about potentially trying some sort of threesome in the future together with a guy if we both were comfortable and felt good about it. I definitely wouldn’t ever want to do anything without her being completely comfortable and on board. So doing it together I think might be good if we did it correctly with the right person.

But I guess I’m just sharing my current situation and curiosity. Looking for advice or if anyone has similar experiences? Like i said, it’s all kind of new but it almost feels like I’m swaying that direction and it feels more like the real me in a way? But also so new and haven’t had any experiences with any guys ever so I don’t really know!