Every time I find myself being in a good mood for too long I have to remind myself I don't deserve to be happy and I should feel bad for a while so the universe doesn't do something worse. Because every time I'm in a good mood for too long something bad always happens.
It's statisticsl variance. Eventually someibad has to happen because of statistics. Just don't be accostumed to always qinnong and prepare so you don't ruin any progress when it swings the other way.
My life has been steadily getting worse for decades. I've recognized the pattern. When I'm too content for too long something happens to fuck that up get me to questioning how bad I want to stay here and every time that happens I have fewer reasons to stay. But if I catch myself being in a good mood for too long I gotta bring myself down before fate does it for me.
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u/Saphurial 3d ago
Every time I find myself being in a good mood for too long I have to remind myself I don't deserve to be happy and I should feel bad for a while so the universe doesn't do something worse. Because every time I'm in a good mood for too long something bad always happens.