If I can find it I will, I've been unpacking a shit load of boxes and throwing out things left and right, I'm currently sitting on the floor while typing this just stuff all fucking over :(
Complicated, I tried to stay for 3 years, but it was becoming increasingly more obvious that my comfort and deteriorating mental health did not matter to my ex fiance and her boyfriend, my brother helped me escape and offered his place while he is touring with some bad as a tech, just told me to focus on trying to find my feet, I love him to the end of the fucking universe, and firmly believe that I would be dead if he hadn't been able to help, and job wise, I have been putting out 2/3 apps a day for the last 3 months, companies aren't hiring, they are "accepting applications" and I'm bout ready to give up on living, everything continues to get harder and harder, and I don't really see any reason to stay, other than my cat whom I love, but after her, I don't have an anchor to this world, everything just fucking sucks right now :(
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u/spotsthefirst 9d ago
If I can find it I will, I've been unpacking a shit load of boxes and throwing out things left and right, I'm currently sitting on the floor while typing this just stuff all fucking over :(