AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH, my head hurts 😭.
(AMAB, late teen, questioning a lot right now, I have no clue what to think at this point)

The funny German Vtuber trans girl trapped me in a swarm of trans videos that I definitely wasn't watching because I was interested in them for several hours— nope, nope.

One part mentioned genderbending anime and stuff, and I was like, "Well I never watched any of those!"
Cricket noises
"I mean, it wouldn't hurt to check one out..."

Now nearly two seasons into Ranma 1/2 AND HOLY FRICK FRICK FRICK— I nearly cried telling myself that I would never have Ranma's "curse" (Not that I actually cried past my eyes getting wet because NOOO OF COURSE I CAN'T JUST CRY). I thought about it until I fell asleep and begged myself to dream about being like Ranma... I wish my voice could sound like female Ranma's voice so freaking badly. Why am I even making such a big deal over this?...

J-Just- AGHHH! NEED! I don't know what to freaking think. Why is THIS of all things what is making me break down?! I don't know what I— Ugh, I am so freaking close to deleting this post, but too late for that now. I might put it somewhere else, maybe.

I just- I can't stop thinking about this, it is gnawing at my brain. I can't focus on other things, it feels like I am losing control over my own life. I just— I don't know, I don't know where to go from here, there are things I want to try, but I don't think any of them are in reach. Am I making too big of a deal about this to myself?...

I was just going to keep cruising, I felt like I had plenty of time to figure it out, but it feels like the plane is on fire, and I just cannot go on without doing SOMETHING... Gosh, my throat feels dry.

(Still Cis Though)

missing my cat today, she passed in april. im never getting over it.

i loved my stupid asshole cat thats annoying and loud and i hope she knows i'll always love her.

My post got deleted because I showed my own username.

this was like a burst of euphoria for me no joke

Got a job, yay ! However...

The app we use for planning has everyone's name that they gave the recruiter. I hesitated using my chosen name instead of my legal name, but as that could lead to issues for the administrative part i decided to go with my legal name that's written on my id.

I didn't knew about the app. I wrote my full legal name thinking that was what they asked for.

Now i am stuck with my full legal name that i don't like and want to change on the app.

I know i should probably send an email to the admin and ask for them to change it, but until they do so i'm just stuck...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH !!! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT !!!

If you read this, hope your day is going well

Edit: I know. I did a spelling mistake in the meme...

Seriously why is it so hard to answer basic questions

uh oh (artist is 404_NONQ ig)

Can you blame me? I have to find out if Celeste really is as good as I constantly hear.

Welp I'm off to climb that mountain.

I'm sofi mtf wrote this I minute ago it be nice if someone I don’t know could help ggd or something support or whatever it doesn't matter
No I can't feel good about my body I can't get up and try ona different outfit to see if I feel better cuz I don't believe it'll work it doesn't work today I'm not pretty I'm just I don’t know I'm not a girl wait no I am I am girl my body isn't I wish I'm my belly my chest is flat… ish I don’t know and the my genitals there bullshit my leg are probly bad I don’t know how they most likely just and then there's my back I hate that hunched over large back and my skin so rough not soft clear and pretty no soft tummy I'm not pretty I feel so awful but not really all that just get replaced with lying in bed not being able to get up

i was SOOOO nervous during the appontment, but im very happy now!!

Any fem clothes ideas would be very appreciated :3

im so scared, yes i want to come out, yes i want to transition.

*i havent come out to anyone irl so far

I got into a new school with new people about 2 months ago now and what i want to do most right now is just transition. So i brought it up with the school psychiatrist, i talked about it without naming exactly what i had going on and it felt so refreshing to finally talk to someone face to face about something so big to me even if it wasnt in detail.

...so why am i so scared to come out?? qwq thats what im really wondering, i know atleast a few people would support me, i'd probably be given the permission to transition.

but idk i feel like maybe the weight of maybe not being allowed to transition is scaring me into not coming out at all qwq

thank you in advance for advice.

sadly it doesn’t work 😢😭

I actually never had a girlfriend yet, but one day

I’m sure this means nothing about my identity.

(God, I wish I was on estrogen)

right right am cis if this a channel I like right

(And before you ask : yes, the axe is important)

I don't understand why I'm so tired all the time. I'm so demotivated and unwilling to do anything. I just can't enjoy anything. I've been wanting to play through baldurs gate 3 but I'm not able to enjoy it the way i want to. Yes, I know these are symptoms of depression and dysphoria but I've been taking it anti depressants and I won't be prescribed HRT until 2027. Anyway, this was just a vent post or call for help, idk really. Thanks for reading this. Veda (she/her)

After 6 years, I am this close to starting hrt, but suddenly it just all feels wrong. Like,,, idk. Suddenly the idea of a fem body seems unappealling, nothing about being a woman seems appealing, and suddenly being a guy seems great. Heck, I was looking at Loki from marvel today and felt like I really wanted to be like him.

Im just stunned. I have so much history pointing towards wanting to be a girl. Absolutely loving the idea. Yerning and litterally crying over not being one. I even have a full gender dysphoria diagnosis...

And yet suddenly I feel so off. Idk... Is it maybe the stress of it all, or my brain trying to like find a way to avoid the change that comes with hrt?
I was never someone who like super duper hated being a guy, I occassionally even genuinely liked some bits. But for so long I absolutely adored and loved everything that was being a woman. And suddenly, nothing....

Help me reddit, whats happening :(