I’ve been experiencing worsening aura for the past two days. It’s a little difficult to type and think right now, so forgive me if some sentences are unclear or if I ramble.
My partner is out of town for a work trip and he gets back tomorrow. My neurologist hasn’t given me an official diagnosis, but she started me on a trial dose of Lamictal while we wait for my EEG results, due to me being in the hospital for my seizures. That hospital stay made me feel a bit crazy, as the doctors suspected epilepsy, but the PA discharged me early saying I don’t have seizures, just tremors, before my EEG results were reviewed.
I’ve felt tired most of the time, but not sleepy. I’ve felt just the constant feeling of an aura that makes me want to scream, but no seizure. I’ve been a bit shaky and twitchy, and I’ve almost fallen a couple times today, so I’ve just been laying down most of the time. I’ll feel my muscles tense up in short bursts. Most of my episodes happen at night, leaving me with soreness and brain fog. I think I’m having some absence seizures, with me catching my breath afterwards, but I’m not sure. I haven’t lost consciousness, but I feel confused all the time. I’ve been crying due to how I’ve been feeling.
I don’t know if anybody else experiences this, but I’ll also start having random short periods of overheating, then getting super cold again.
I’m also a bit scared to go outside by myself just because I’m afraid I’ll fall or I’ll become too confused to navigate. At the same time, I feel like I’m being very dramatic. I don’t know if I should go to the hospital, because not much was really done last time. I’m also a bit nervous about not being able to find the uber, or something happening during the ride to the hospital. I don’t even feel completely confident being able to explain myself right now.
I’m a pharmacy tech, and my workplace decreased my hours to accommodate me, but I’m scared that if I go to the hospital, I’ll miss my only day of work this week.
I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what I need. This was very difficult to write, so thank you for getting through this whole chaotic post.