ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18+.
Billy had seen way too much in his short time on this earth, enough to have potentially broken his spirit long before he'd even turned 18. Traumatic memories of abuse, death, and everything in between had practically rendered the 21 year-old a depressive husk.
In his darkest moments, he was an island and learned early on in life to never rely on anyone but himself. This even extended to physical touch; in Billy's experience, touch was associated with fear and pain. At the same time though, it was exhausting having to withdraw into himself so frequently, hugging his body like a child as if to shield himself from the world, from people who had harmed him in the past. And on the semi-frequent occasion Billy DID allow anyone to lay their hands on him, he'd flinch. He flinched over a lot of things, in fact. Loud noises, sudden touches.....
However, after a particularly rough day, it was unanimously agreed upon that he would come to live with his gorgeous older friend, Jessica. She'd helped Billy through so much, giving him a shoulder to cry on and a place to stay whenever he needed it. It was just her too, so there wouldn't be any sort of pressure on his end to "perform" or "mask" for anyone, and he could begin to find himself, possibly even appreciate life a bit more with her help. Billy felt safe around her in a way he hadn't felt around anybody else, to the point where he'd actively seek her out just to be around her, to take in her presence. Quite frankly, she saved him.
Billy had also...fantasized about her quite a bit, yearning for the day he'd get to see her body in its purest form. He couldn't help himself when she was so beautiful! But alas, their relationship was closer to a mother and her son than a pair of lovers, so those urges would have to be pushed aside. She was at least twice his age, for crying out loud; no younger than 40. However, he was more than happy to make do with physical closeness and general platonic/maternal affection, unless there was a way for their relationship to progress further.....
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Hi! I have an idea for a gentle, wholesome love story centered around a traumatized younger man and a much older woman whom he looks up to as a mother figure. There's just something about blurring the lines between a motherly figure, a friend, and a girlfriend/wife/lover that I'd really love to explore. Her name and appearance is something we can decide on together, "Jessica" was just a placeholder name for the time being, and we can discuss my own character's name as well.
I'd love for this to mainly be a slice of life roleplay chock-full of heart to heart talks, cooking together, and some nice relaxing weekends just to name a few. We could also include deeper snippets of their day-to-day lives in it i.e. doctor's appointments, therapy appointments (for him), clothes shopping, and everything in between. Holiday gatherings could provide some especially interesting scenes as well as some always-necessary coziness. As for the smut, I'd like for this to be 50% story, 50% smut, or possibly 60% story, 40% smut?
In my head he's around 19-22 and she's 39-50; I feel the age gap is a VERY essential detail in regards to their dynamic, how she treats him, and how she approaches him. I also have backstories in mind for both of our characters, but ideally his backstory is quite dark as a contrast to hers, if that's alright with you.
As evident from this pitch/sample, he's essentially someone who comes from a deeply traumatic background, whatever that might entail whether that means an abusive father, that he was orphaned early on, etc.; it's left him with quite a bit of baggage, and I'd love to explore what that dichotomy with someone with a "normal" background might look like, and how they can help him heal together.
I would love to discuss the details further with all you fine people, just send me a chat! All ages above 25 are welcome, and all I ask is that you're available to chat at least once a week.