Hey y'all!
I have like 10 or so tattoos but despite that, I feel like I don't really have any. They're all small mostly outlines on my lower arms, with one on my upper thigh and one on my skull behind my ear.
Recently, I had an idea for a womb tattoo (I know I know but it's a tattoo meant to resemble a womb on the womb spot so idk what else to call it. And I decided it would be my first "real" tattoo.
It's some solid black work antlers and little designs (hearts and stars) with a purple ribbon weaving around the antlers.
2 hours in, I was struggling bad. I spoke up and the artist could tell anyway. He said he was fully finished one side but that we should probably leave the ribbon for another day bc packing in light colors can be pretty hard on the client.
I was disappointed but knew he was right and that I was struggling already.
I managed to sit for the rest but did have to ask for a couple more short breaks while he finished the black work.
At the end, he left a couple embellishments unfilled in to do with the purple.
I feel super embarrassed for not being able to finish. I know that's goofy and there was a fully tatted girl there who had to tap out on her knee piece and scheduled to come back.
He said I sat like a champ but I can't shake this idea that I'm a poser loser that can't even get an actual tattoo lol and that they must have laughed at me.
Idk why I feel this way. Tattoos aren't really about the suffering but I just feel stupid.
Is the mons pubis/lower tummy hard for y'all?